don't wanna stay alive when you're twenty-five

Dear Dreams,

I don't believe in you. I know that is a strange thing to say, but I can't possibly believe in you. I've believed in too much for all of my life; I don't want to be let down again. Believing in you opens me up to that disappointment. I just need dreams so I feel like a normal human being. I'm probably the one letting you down.

- Me