you're always preaching not to be numb when that's how you thrive.

maybe you want her
maybe you need her
maybe you had her
maybe you lost her

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excuse me, hello.
which way do i go?
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inexplicably, irrevocably.
miracle you cannot conceive.
'i love you, please don't hate me.'
'i could never hate you.'
look at us now.
and, how?
broken heart
torn up notes.
plans forgotten.
tears shed.
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no more eye contact
no more hallway hugs
no more all nighters
no more of your love.
did i ever, pray tell, even have your love?
oh, i forgot.
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have fun with her;
since i'm obviously the
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excuse me, goodbye
thanks for the lies.