don't wanna stay alive when you're twenty-five

Dear Dreams,

I don't believe in you. I know that is a strange thing to say, but I can't possibly believe in you. I've believed in too much for all of my life; I don't want to be let down again. Believing in you opens me up to that disappointment. I just need dreams so I feel like a normal human being. I'm probably the one letting you down.

- Me

gravity works slowly if you notice it at all.

Dear Casey,

Did you know I have a crush on you? More than a crush, in fact - I'm in love with you. So much that it hurts sometimes, and then I don't know what to do with myself. You are so beautiful and perfect, and every little thing you do gives me butterflies. I don't remember the last time I felt like this. I just want to be with you all the time, which is so unlike me. Because people usually piss me off, and I just want them to leave. But I just wake up every morning, wishing you were there - and, wow I'm really cliche. This wasn't supposed to turn out to be like this. But I really do want to be with you forever, and I know we can make this work. Please don't give up on me. I love you more than even I know.

- Me