who are they anyway?

I revised my schedule according to this book about stress. Actually, it's working. I'm still not able to finish everything, but I think it's still good... and stuff. Lol. It's easier to do homework, but I'm not going to go into every little detail of my organization.

I really want to rant about my standpoint about shit, because we're doing political debates in Social Studies so I'm really worked up about everything. Also, I don't want to feel compelled to hit Mike in the face again.

Drugs I have an extreme aversion to drugs. For the longest time they bothered me, but it took me till a few weeks ago to develop the realization of how much I hate them. I think the reason I was never really bothered by them was that drugs don't really seem to pose a threat to my life. However, I think drug addicts et cetera are just unattractive. Actually, I think I realized this after I sat there and thought about the movie Party Animals, which is pretty funny, considering the fact that I loved that movie. Regardless, what appeal is there in drugs? It doesn't do anything for you, unless you're taking them out of medicinal necessity or something like that. But drugs are just gross and nobody likes them.

Alcohol My issue with alcohol is not as developed as drugs. A lot of people see that bad side of alcohol, but I know certain people who I can tolerate better when they're drunk. I do have an issue with drinking simply as a lifestyle, and think that drinking shouldn't be something that's done every night or every moment or whatever. That kind of shit bothers me. But, you get the point of what I'm trying to say here.

Economy This is coming straight from the debate during school today. We were talking about how Obama wants to spread the wealth and how McCain wants to keep it the way it is. Well, obviously something is wrong with the economy since it is what it is. I'm not saying that the diea of Obama's 'spreading the wealth' is all that spectacular, but I'm voting for change too (well, if I could vote. Also, I think that Obama has the most stupid campaign slogan even if he is my favoured presidential candidate.) I don't think that the government has any right to push someone from their wealth; if a person with some extra cash wants to donate it to some lower class people, then good for them. What I couldn't stand was the implication that the third class doesn't work hard enough (I think Ms. Hargens realized how pissed I was getting at this in class, too, because she changed to Gun Control, and I really don't care about Gun Control.) But the third class does not work less. I should know; I was a member of third class for eight years. You try and tell me my mom and I didn't work our asses off to try and make money. We worked harder, seriously, than anyone I know. I'm not saying that all third class is going to try to get off their ass and do something, but I'm saying there's a gracious amount enough of them who will. I mean, we never had any money and my mom spent every day stressing over how to get money so I could do things-- and the only reason we had over three or two hundred dollars in a bank account anyway is because of child support, and even then, my dad hardly paid it on time. Lol, did I mention I almost burst out in tears when we were talking about this in class? I get really emotional about shit.

Same-Sex Marriages GODDAMN. People are people. People are different. People don't wake up and decide, hey, I'm a man and I think men are smoking sex symbols today. I'm going to have another man fuck me in the ass tonight. That's not how it works. People just are. Like me, I've known I've been attracted to girl's too since I was about seven. I'm more attracted to guys, but that's besides the point. I don't believe in a god, simply because the idea of it is so obscure. I mean, really? I love to read and write, but just because some book is going to tell me I should shun every gay person doesn't mean that I'm going to believe it. I want some fucking proof here, and I still love gay people regardless. They're so abnormally adorable and... srslywat, homophobes need to fuck themselves. I mean, "it's awkward when we're in a room with gay people". In my head, I was like. HAIGUESSWHAT. I'M A GIRL AND I'VE HAD A GIRLFRIEND BEFORE. But I didn't want to say anything. That pisses me off. Not everyone flaunts their sexuality. Besides, it wouldn't be so awkward if it weren't for the fact that everyone thinks someones wrong with them, because nothing is.

Abortion Srsly? World is over-populated, and everyone is entitled to their freedom of choice. Isn't it the parents that have the choice to pull the plug on their son or daughter if they're in a life-threatening situation and stuck in a hospital anyway? Fin on that.

Education Schools are way to stressful. I think that there's a lot of things that schools could do to make it more bearable. They could make it so there aren't as many classes per day, and stretching them out throughout the week (like, the college weekly class thing or whatever. I think they should start this in Junior High or High School)-- this way, they have a longer time period in a class, hence learning more without 24 hour breaks or whatever, and then because there wont' be so many classes in a day, it'll cut back on the stress of homework and whatever. Either that or a four day week. Four and a half is even good. I don't know; the number five when affiliated with school has just always kind of overwhelmed me. Either that, or I think school days should make shorter, like cutting down five or ten minutes on each class. I guess that would make a half day every day, but I don't feel like I'm ready to kill myself with the nearest weapon after the end of the day. Also, I hate the No Child Left Behind act or whatever it is that causes all this fucking standardized testing, because I fucking suck at certain standardized testing. I tink it's okay in Science, it's okay in math because it can somehow make it more challenging. However, I think that they need to rethink their strategy for Reading/Language Arts-- because I think a lot of this language is interpretation, and not everyone thinks the same fucking ways as those test makers. Shit they piss me off. Also, L.A./Lit are my best classes, and always my worst standardized testing grades. And they always pull me down. I mean, yealol, my Lexile store was still 12-- throught 14--, the -'s signifying that i can't remember what numbers they were. And on my MAPS, I still went up , and I'm still always above district and national average, but I have a major issue when I have a 99 in Science, a 98 in Math, and an 89 in Reading, because that's fucking wrong.

I think that's it for now.
I'm glad I just ranted like fuck there.
I feel betterlol.